Obsession !!

OMG this is me, I have gotten really down and depressed reading this, truth: my shoes are shot, the soles are split, hubby had holes in his shoes and tieing the kids laces this morning the eldest has no toes left in his shoes. Looking round the house the vacuuming needs doing desperately, there is washing up to be done (nothing new there always seems to be washing up needed doing).

http://www.practicalfishkeeping.co.uk/content.php?sid=5012

I am so depressed now reading that, I am going to clean out Rusty's tank to cheer myself up

...Guilty as charged I think.

Thankfully we're both bloody mental over here.

God I had a major stress this afternoon we ran out of gas, hubby is out all day, no emergency gas either, no cash in the house other than change. I was faced with going to the shop with the boys or leaving Rusty's tank half empty until hubby got home. I found £10 in 5p coins, the man in the shop was not happy and didnt want to use them to credit my gas card, so I had to leave the shop. Major panic set in, I nearly went home to get Kes, I dont know why I am ok if I am out with her??? anyway a bit of bravery came through thinking of my poor rusty in half a tank of water with no filters running and I stormed back into the shop demanding he take the 5p's as they are legal tender and I needed gas so I could fill up my oscars tank and cook tea for the boys, he begrudgingly credited my card and took the 5p's (he was lucky I have £10 in 1p's!!)